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Run for the Son

Steve used his love for motorcycles to be involved with the Christian Motorcycle Association and he loved the opportunities for ministry there.

The CMA puts on an event every year called Run for the Son where they raise money to donate to three Christian charities.
1. Open Doors
2. The Jesus Film
3. Missionary Ventures

Steve told me that on average every dollar that is donated to Run for the Son means 1 person is brought to Christ. That's an amazing return on investment, in my opinion. $1 = 1 soul.
I have added this donation button so that you can donate to Run for the Sun in memory of Steve Ashbrook. He would be very honored. Thank you.

Run for the Son, in memory of Steve Ashbrook

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Death Certificate

Today it has been 3 weeks since Steve died. At this very moment, three weeks ago, a team full of people were performing CPR and I was calling people while driving frantically to get back to him. They finally called me and said the Death Certificates were ready so I went to pick them up today. I cannot describe this feeling. Being in that funeral home was overwhelming. The last time I was in there, I stood over his body, holding his hand for an hour; trying to figure out how to let go.

I am trying to get stronger. I keep trying to tell myself that God has a plan and my life is not over. I keep trying to tell myself that I will not be depressed forever and eventually I will see joy in this life without him. Sometimes, for a few minutes, I can convince myself. Mostly, I just deal with regretting and questioning so much.



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