A new wave is here. I know all the waves I have come through are not gone forever, they will be back. But, I'm learning to try to focus on one wave of grief at a time. I have pretty much stopped questioning God; I probably won't get an answer.
I have ridden the wave of grief over the loss of my biggest role in life, as a wife. Now I'm trying not to drown in the wave of grief over the loss of his role.
I miss my best friend. I miss the person that I had 100% confidence in to protect me and support me. I miss the man who defended me and stood up for me when I was treated poorly. I miss having him to talk to and hearing his opinion.
I miss how he always held steady and did what he said he would do. When people close to us were being stupid; we always had each other.
I simply miss him and who he was to me.
