Today has been harder than I thought it would be. I thought I was beyond the falling apart spontaneously phase, but apparently I'm not. Somehow I forgot two presents, so I went to Kmart and there I stood in the middle of an isle having a meltdown. It's unnerving to know I have no control over how this goes.
Christmas has never been my favorite time of year mainly because it's cold and I hate cold weather. This year, I have been further enlightened; I guess because I have more time on my hands I have noticed what it brings out in some people. I've seen some pretty crazy selfish stuff lately and it further validates why I've always liked to hide in what was our little world.
Everything's changed now and figuring this out is the hardest thing anyone could ever have to endure
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