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Run for the Son

Steve used his love for motorcycles to be involved with the Christian Motorcycle Association and he loved the opportunities for ministry there.

The CMA puts on an event every year called Run for the Son where they raise money to donate to three Christian charities.
1. Open Doors
2. The Jesus Film
3. Missionary Ventures

Steve told me that on average every dollar that is donated to Run for the Son means 1 person is brought to Christ. That's an amazing return on investment, in my opinion. $1 = 1 soul.
I have added this donation button so that you can donate to Run for the Sun in memory of Steve Ashbrook. He would be very honored. Thank you.

Run for the Son, in memory of Steve Ashbrook

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

5 Months

It's been 5 months today. I'm usually harder on myself than anyone else, but for some reason I'm allowing myself to grieve longer than some think I should. I still wake up not knowing how I'm going to function through the day, but I get up and do it. I don't feel like I should be making major decisions without you, it still seems impossible to me that I am here without you. Trying to plan our lives now just feels all wrong.
Every day I remember something I should have done differently and I realize I wasn't half as good of a wife as I thought I was. I know it's too little too late. I'm working on trying to be present; not wishing to rewind time or fast forward time, but that's pretty difficult to do. I kind of feel like I'm standing still while everyone else is moving. Every once in a while I think I might take a step, but I'm not ready. Whether it's true or not, if I take a step, I feel like I will be walking away from you and I can't do that.
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